Now I Wait

So im done.
I have done my best.
Think im in the top 5.
And hopefully becomes the platoon best.
*crosses my fingers*

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Almost done w 2 whites.

First thing first.
EX SCORPION KING DONE AND CONQUERED BIATCHESXCZXC!

Soooo, pretty much done with the high key events for service.
Am left with ex rhino, social night and 24km route march.
And tadaaa! 3 whites here i come.

I realise something.
Something that really matters in the army context and the real world.
This something called comradie.

Something you feel tt makes you feel safe and secure.
Something tt makes you feel appreciated.
Something every normal person wld want to feel.
If ever i have a chance, i wld pass down this comradie feeling to my juniors, to my man, to my friends, to whomever who wishes to feel this feeling.

Comradie; brotherhood.

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hugs w misses

Dont you just hate growing up.
Everyone gets busier and has lesser time for each other.
I realise im getting lonlier as time goes by.
This feeling has finally started sinking into me.
My life friends are getting to busy for me.

N, my forever there for me half sis, half brotha.
K, my gay brother lurp.
F, my goofy brother lurp.
I, my notsogay bestf.
E, my nonsensical fav bitch.
R, my adviceful fav bitch.
M, my near yet far fav bitch.
A and L, fav lil ladies.

Of course they are many others in life.
The clique.
Bitches and sluts.
ADC.
The alums.
And many many more.
I miss my friends.

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just the spark

I think i found my balls.
The balls to ask one out again.
Slowly and surely am gonna start dating again.
And this time, whoever she is, im gonna cherish her.
No more monkey love.

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awkwardly awkward

What a sunday it was.
Seeing dearest bestie.
The 3 stooges reunite.
The favourite seniors.
Bukk.
And A.

Ok tt part was awkward.
There's just too much history between us and we both know it.
I wanted to talk to A, really.
But my balls just shrunk.
Well, i officially admit it.
I lost my mojo.
I just dont have the will to talk to girls anymore.
So dead for social night. Haissss.

P.s. Happy advance birthday syaffandy bro.
P.s.s. Have a good time in brunei and do tc khairul nor sam bro.
P.s.s.s. Hope to see you again soon iryani bestie bro.
P.s.s.s.s. Where are and how you doing sitinabs bro.

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after 10 days

Today, i just got back from tekong.
A 10 day outfield training away from the social media world.
All green and armed for war.
What a delightful experience it was.

I thought coming back to mainland and booking out would give meaning to my life again.
Well... I thought...
I still love stoning though.

p.s. a month more to social night

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