drowning myself..

soo, didnt turn up fr sch today..
wasnt feeling too gd..
woke up real late.. at 11..
started revising physics..
did a quarter of my physics ten year series..
i bought tt bk like last year..?
n i finally start doing it jst nw..
took a break, watched the movie 'the waterboy'
hilarious.. i laugh like a mad dude..
lay dwn to rest fr awhile soon aft..
then my cuz recommended me to watch an anime..
i thk it was called code geass or sumthg like tt..
kinda cool anime.. its like death note+gundam combined..
watched it all the way till time to break fast..
nw on ep 10.. hmm..
went off fr terawikh soon aft..
damn, call me gay if ya wan, bt i miss my peeps..
lol, padahal tk jumpe dorg for 2 hari jerr..
aft terawikh, chilled awhile b4 heading hm..
my body still nt strg.. soo went hm early today..
sori cnference dudes.. i knw its been awhile since we sat n talk..
jst nt feeling all tt gd today..
soo, the 4n's started their N lvl phase2 today..
all the best peeps, gd luck, make me proud.. =D
tmr, gna go to sch, i wan my report bk !!
guess imma hang out with the gang aft sch..

raya in 2days time..
y aint i feeling all hyp abt it..?
damn, i jst dun hav the feel..
hmm, guess its time..
time to get moving on..
who am i to b cmpared with those other guys..
i guess imma chose the easy way out n quit..
FULLSTOP

later all..
time to clear my inbox..

fully anime'd.

didnt do much today.
had tuition in the morning.
took a nap aft tt.
then started watching anime online.
all the way till now..
decided to stay hm cse my heads all messed up.
sorry dudes, fr nt turning up.
50mins left to buke.
mayb watch summore anime or jst take a nap.
hmm..

shd i turn up fr sch tmr..?
hmm..

later peeps!
sometimes i wonder myself,
y didnt i jst chose the easy way out n jst quit.
the mysteries of love.

misses n wishes..

mann, my body aches..
fr idk wad reason today..
woke up real late..
peeps were at rc since 9..
n i woke up at 1..?
n since i wasnt feeling all tt great..
thought of staying at hm to rest..
in the end, i went out to meet up with peeps anw..
soo funny hw they persuaded me..
epul n rab were side by side at the rc..
n both of em call me..
then we 3 cnference..
crap a lil while..
then finally, i dcided to join em lo..
apparently they lied to me bout someone..
i wnder i even believed em.. hahas..
soo, i chilled wif em fr an hour or soo..
then off we were to the cwp bazaar..
they all wan buy food or somethg..
ouh2, n they wanted to see kitkat at work..
soo, i folo em lorh..
then really we bump into her, lol..
epul still cn kacau me..
its history laa dude..
watched the bazaar mini cncert thgy..
gt some artist singing up thr..
saw some malay dancers frm our sch..
i wanted too watch their performance,
bt peeps wanted to buy their food n all..
soo, walk around to get their food n all..
headed bk hm..
reached hm in time fr buke..
soo, watched some tv..
waiting for the F1 thgy to begin..
vroom2 !!
haha.. im bored.. everyone bz watching soccer..
well gotta blast..
F1 starting real soon..

later peeps!!
imy

love actually.

friday:
went to sch with my 2amigos..
pagi2 da nmpk dia, aru igt nk main sembunyi2 ngn dia lagi..
haiyo.. =P
sch was.. err.. ok..
soo, told me chong tt im dropping bio..
screw tt.. had an enjoyable recess..
todays the last day the 4na's gt cls..
next week they start their Ns liao..
all the best bros, n makciks.. =]
went for friday prayers..
plan was to go to the gym..
bt all too lazy..
change plan to chill at 656..
alomost eevery1 didnt show up..
only dan came early..
soo funny lo..
we at hm doing our own business..
he call 1 by 1..
he thought we busted him..
soo, rusheed over..
thr was me, ahmad, sham n dan oni..
the rest poof.. dunno go whr..
soo, i break fast out wif rab n ahmad..
they fought over whr to eat.. -_-
soo, ended up taking away our food n eating at the rc nearby 888 thr..
near tt someone's hse.. =P
met up with epul n sham..
study2 at 622.. till 10+..
played poker fr awhile..
11+, thr was me, epul n max..
the standard 3 dudes uh..
went to mac, max wanted to eat supper..
soo me n epul accmpany him lo..
mummy call me, ask me go hm..
see! i gt such a caring mum..! hehs
jst gt bk.. saw my dad's lappy in the living rm..
soo, i use lo.. nw no mood to slp.. mannnn..
ahh, go watch some vids to burn time uh..
later peeps!!

those short walks we had, will frever b cherishd.

a lonely september..

soo, jyeah..
bailed on sch again today..
soo weird.. like mum knew i dun wan go sch like tt..
she yest nite asked me this:
'soo, tmr nt gg sch again rite..?'
i gave the 'huh' face..
then she added this:
'leceh uh angah nie, now mst write 2 letters..'
i laughed n went into my rm..
idk uh, i jst feel tt i cn cover more by studying at hm..
the only subjects tt make me wan to go sch wld be ss..
cse.. u cnt study ss on ur own.. u need sum1 to teach u the skills..
other than tt subject, i thk i cn mana ge all my other subject..
except for bio.. will get to tt later..
soo i studied geog, covered natural vegetation, n a lil bit on food..
gonna work on it tmr i guess..
then aft 3 hrs of geog, took a break..
watched a movie.. 'crossover'
its abt this basketball dude, whose super talented..
but he changed.. n became a doctor instead..
its nice.. nt too shitty nt tt great too..
a gd show which teaches u some values no textbk is gna teach u..
tehn.. beep my peeps up.. apparently, epul didnt go to sch too..
met up wif him.. studied a lil bit of chem.. till malek came..
its been awhile since i talk to him.. i mean..
we only like talk casually most of the time..
he use to b the 1 who i confides in.. well, i guess he's been too bz..
soo, i had 'the' talk with him.. thx 4 the listening ear malek..
soo, i've decided.. imma drop bio.. hw the heck am i gna tell my parents..
will thk bout tt later.. then malek go hm.. the 4na's come..
chilled a lil while.. then max came with poker..
its been aahile since i played.. play2 till 6+..
rabb went off to meet up with best n frens..
went to 888 with the gang..
n said our gdbyes thr..
reach hm in time to break fast..

been feeling real blue this few days..
or shd i say, green instead..?
idk laa, i jst cant get u outta my system..
every text received, i hoped it was u..
but i guess its changed.. idk..
u make it feel soo right,yet at the same time, making it feel all soo wrong..
im losing my glow as the brightest star i guess..

gtg peeps, gt a mini-party wif my dudes..
this is y i love my dudes.. hehs..

Im sorry girl, lets mature up n talk it over. pls.

soccer wif cockroach anyone..?

well..
i came to sch today..
only cse i dun wanna miss the cls photo taking..
im the centre of attraction mah..
hehs.. took a long walk to sch..
left hse at around 6.40..
but only reach sch at 7.10 like tt..
was jst walking aimlessly..
hmm.. sch was ok..
avoided my source of unhappiness..
mayb tts y she ask bitch if i gt cm or nt..
hmm.. aft sch, accompany rab do his work..
soo, i skipped chem cls again..
idk uh, i jst hate sch..
n i wan to get over it asap..
guess i wnt b missing sch as much as i thought im was gonna..
well thgs have changed.. but bitches still remain thr fr me..
then the 4NA finish sch..
went to 656.. chilled..
apparently, thr were loads of cockroaches running around..
i guess they clean up the rubbish shoot or sumthg..
i was bored.. so jyeah.. did some stupid thgs..
i went around kicking those cockroaches..
wad to do.. i miss soccer.. hehs..
was a abnormally fun day today..
mayb cse i only turn to the positive side of the day..
went bk jst in time to break fast..
aft breaking fast.. bathe, n had tuition..
soo, mayb, nt cming to sch tmr..
idk, havent decide yet..
&& sorry to all those peeps whose messages i nvr rep till now..
was feeling soo great, soo didnt had the mood to rep..
but i promise imma rep all u peeps msges frm nw on..
hmm.. nth more to add on i guess..

later peeps! =]
wishing my life was a fairytale, as before.

mood swings..?

soo, if ya didnt notice..
i wasnt in sch today..
was in a crappy mood..
soo decided nt to come..
revised geog at hm..
needed a break, so i watched a movie..
wanted to watch somethg inspirational..
thought i wanna watch coach carter..
but cldnt find a gd quality vid..
soo ended up watching..
'the mighty ducks'
i watched the 2nd n 3rd movie..
jst cant seem to find the 1st movie anywhr..
totally cheered me up..

well, its weird..
hw a happy day like yest..
ended in such a painful way..
i cnt help to feel lost..
though the game is still on..
and now its sudden death..
its either i win, or he does..
call me weak if ya want to..
but i thk he's gonna win..
jst wonder hw im gonna get bk up aft this..
no more pressure girl, jst go on with him..
i was the 3rd party anw..
haissh..
like i told arwis yest..
life's unfair..

n to those who were worried bout me nt turning up..
dont be, aites..?
if i feel any better..
imma go bk to sch..
though, it wnt b the same..

later peeps..
gotta cont with my revision..

honey bunny. =]

hmm..
today was a day spent at hm..
well, cse my lil cuzzies slept over..
they soo kecho-rable..
soo noisy lorh my hse..
soo decided to cancel tuition..
*note: tuesday night gt tuition!!*
enjoy2 with lil cuz..
then, they went bk at 3..
sob2.. help mum with cooking 4 awhile..
then dozed off on sofa, while watching tv..
woke up by the music of my phone..
hun ku memanggil..
watch some tv.. then..
BUKE !!
had shepperd pie..
mom n lil sis cooked it up..
was quite nice laa seyh..
spent my evening watching more tv..
soo, i didnt touch my books at hm at all..
hmm.. gotta get my head in the game..
ouh, yeaa.. speaking of which..
jealousy is in the air..
gotta keep my distance..
n hey, rab..
cheer up dude..
you, feeling down, affects us dudes..
chill aites.. im here fr ya..
damn, im bored..
everyone watching soccer..
YAWNS!!

tata all!!
im the master chef fr the day honey. =]

clean && GREEN !!

yest:
skuwl was so-so..
wasnt in a gd mood throughout skuwl..
demoralise was the word of the day fr me..
went fr friday prayers..
went bk hm, then met the rest at 656..
we went to geylang..
walk2.. had loads of laughthers..
peeps nvr fail to cheer me up..
break fast with makciks n all..
rzna soo kind blanja they all bt nt me.. =P
then.. go walk2 summore..
they bought their raya thingy..
bump into some ppl, including my rival..
hmm.. head bk to 2nd hm..
chilled at 2nd hm..
went bk hm at around 1.30..
talking all our probs our..
sungguh menge-satisfying-kan..
gt lock out went i gt bk hm..
well, cse i forgot to brg my keys..
knock till my bro open fr me..
bathe n passed out on bed..

today:
woke up at 2..
bathe n went out to 656..
fell aslp thr..
carried on talking bout us..
went bk to break fast..
then go out again..
chilled till recently..
damn, bitches are loved..

man..
this few days have been very..
err.. idk.. touching?
idk.. life's meesed up..
n i cn only turn to my bros..
u guys are trully appreciated..

green is the colour..
line of the day.
dedicated to epul..

tata all!!

fatigue is all around..

weds:
another lam shitty day.
idk y, bt i soo dn like lessons animore.
+ i juz cnt seem to stay awake.
y cnt they let us stay hm n study on our own..?
eh! i take bk my words..
will miss her later..
aft skuwl, rush to cck..
renew my ezlink finally!!
was sick of using the adult ezlink, damn ex !!
then go bk skuwl, study with peeps..
fell aslp halfway..
left skuwl in gloomy mode..
at night, go terawikh..
the moon nt as nice as b4..
bt still nice..
played bunga api..?
i thk its called sparkles in eng..
went bk by 11..

today:
skuwl was kinda diff frm the past few days..
guess aft mdm foo's scolding, im finally waking up..?
i totally flung my humans..
i scored better at bio than humans!!
soo, i gt all my resluts except fr amaths..
hopefully i get at least a b3..
bio was such a drag..
extend fr like 1hr+.. damn..
went bk asap..
changed up, n met up wif peeps..
went to the gym again..
becoming a habit.. =]
n its a gd 1 too!
left early, gotta go meet my kwn istimewa..
erm, went to cwp fr awhile..
then go 888, mit up with peeps again..
broke fast togather, then went hm..
fell aslp till someone woke me up..
nw juz chitchating away..

tmr gg geylang wif peeps!!
gonna b a blast..
but.. nvm..

soo, i guess decision day is cming up..
which star do u wan??

bye all.
quotation of yest:abeh aku mati.
translation:then i died.

decisions!!

quotation of the day:
'semue org nk fiq!!'
translation:
'everyone wants fiq!!'
wanna knw y?
ask epul or rab..

soo, monday:
mondaymonkeys at work..
cls was.. erm, ok i guess..
i miss the cls atmosphere..
gt some papers bk..
n dissapointment here n thr..
dang!
aft skuwl, did monkey stuff..
draw2 on hands, arm n even at the chest..
when boredom strikes!!
then2, go cnteen..
i wanted go hm actually..
tired, bt somethg hold me bk..
hmm..
guess i shd have juz went hm..
instead, i ended up cnfuse..
went fr terawikh at night..
full moon was effing nice la..
romantic night..?

today:
well.. i was juz too lazy today..
dun ask y..
gt some more papers bk today..
more dissapointments..?
dang!
slet in cls.. to much on my mind..
soo, i juz slp all my probs away lo..
3 periods of pleasant dreaming..
wee~!!
aft skuwl..
go adm, take pic fr ezlink..
bump into crazy lil dinah along the way..
sibok jer datg daerah kita..
went to 4n7 to meet up with gang..
soo, thr was me,rab,ahamd,sham n epul..
ouh, rzna,mainah n yaya was thr too..
i plan on doing eng hw..
ended up slping again..
like i said, i was juz too lazy+tired..
left fr hm at 5..
met up with the gang again at 5.40..
our 'team'.. went jogging frm 888 to stadium thr..
then, we go gym.. man.. if only we had more time to work out..
went at 6.45+..
jog my ass out with ahmad to reach hm on time to break fast..
i reach my gate only.. time fr buke..
guess the rest were kinda late, since they stay further away..
hmm, nw chitchat-ing..
been ages since i went on msn.. peeps juz miss me.. hehs..

ouh2, for all who dunno..
today's my amigoRAB's bday !!
happy 16th bday dude..
may ur wishes come true..
&& all the best with her..
4 years like soo fast..
nez year, we're gonna go our seperate ways..
dun u ever forgett the great times we shared..
u stuck with me since sec1..
my bro,my amigo, my sayg, my bitch ! =]

i knw decisions are hard to make..
bt its nw or later..
either way, u gotta choose..

bye peeps!!
dun miss me. xD

lies and promises..

soo friday was, erm.. nice?
soo, went to skuwl..
both papers were kinda easy..
nt bragging hor.. =P
then.. went prayers..
went hm, changed up..
met up with the rest at 656..
go 888, buy stuff..
then we were on our way to wdland pt..
hmm, soo the kecoh uh, when we gt thr..
i juz kept quiet, sit 1 corner..
listen to mp3 n juz texting away..
they order food oso i keep quiet..
juz agreeing to wadeva they chose..
since gt abt an hour more to buke..
me, epul, rab n dan go walking2..
saw sum1 psp-ing engrossly..
then we go sheng siong..
funny lo.. we go the perfume section..
spray2 like no1 business..
then go basement thr.. go see fishes..
no ikan duyung uh princess.. =P
then go buy icekirm..
abg epul blanja la seyh..
then2.. we go bk our plc..
passby em again, n she was still psp-ing..
tsk3.. concentrating btl nampak..
reach thr, buke!!
my drinks came late.. damn..
rabb so kind, gimme drink his plum juice 1st.. =)
thx bitch.. aft mkn.. met up with the netb girls..
then2 we go the wdland park thr..
chilled, idk why.. bt i felt depressed..
did stupid stuffs..
then i left the grp.. sori uh bros..
my lil princess panggil..
met up again with em at marsiling thr..
then frm thr, we go RP..
said my gdbyes to bros..
send lil princess bk hm..
mayb next time i piggy bk u k?
then i ran all the way bk to RP..
chilled with bros awhile b4 heading bk hm..
reach hm, door alrdy lock..
forgot my keys.. lucky big bro still wide awake..

saturday, woke up at around 1..
didnt go tuition again..
its like my 6th time nt gg..
haha, who cares..
then2, went to 656..
the rest were late..
i spend more than 30mins alone..
studying chem.. wee~!!
i hate chem.. =)
then2, ahmad came.. followed by epul..
ahmad stayed fr awhile b4 heading off..
last min, he had to go tamp..
soo me n epul were left..
we crap while doing work..
then talk bout friday's outing..
hmm.. dissapointments in the air i guess..
to b frank.. the outing nt sooooo gerek uh..
go terawikh more fun.. i mean thursday's terawikh..
well, coz we werent really engage..
they do their stuff, we do our stuff..
soooooo nt united= no fun?
bt at least i spend time with lil princess.. =)
around 6, we left.. went to my nenek's plc..
hmm, most of my cuz werent thr..
2 of em, overslept..
2 were working i think..
n the last 1 forgot.. -_-"
my uncle family oso nvr turn up,
went to the other side's family gathering instead..
found myself a new crush.. =P
my distant cuz..
princess sampai jealous.. =P
went hm at around 10..
watch SWAT.. then go to bed..

today, had tuition..
i almost forgot.. lucky mom woke me up..
juz finish watching tv..
guess im gg to my other nenek's hse today..
yay-ness!! i bet the food's is gna b great again!!
rawr!!

apparently, my comp spoil..
all my pics n songs..
all gone.. =(
sob2.. wish i had backup all my files..
REGRET-ing..
nw using my lil sis comp..
she soo kind lend me use awhile..

&& princess..
no more lies, its a promise..
remember our deal..
=)

i wnt b on msn..
soo cntact me thru my phone k?
gg out in awhile..
tata all !!

a day of the slackers (:

soo, had physics paper..
the qns was easy lo..
juz tt i nvr study..
R-E-G-R-E-T !
ouh well..
wasted time frm 9.20-12.20..
amaths was a 2hr30min paper..
sounds loooooong rite ?
to b honest, it aint enuf time..
paper2 was easier than paper1 seyh..
then met up with 4na..
slack'd at 656..
took a nap, until she woke me up..
crap alot till 6.30..
idk y, bt we've been talking bout the past alot this few days..
mcm byk kenangan.. i mean precious memories..
mayb coz graduation day is exactly a mth frm today..
10oct.. weird you knw..
havent start o lvl yet, graduation day alrdy..
then tmr is MCQ day..
gt 2 paper..
comb phy/chem n bio..
20phy qns, 20chem qns n 30bio qns..
&& ALL OF EM ARE MCQ !
WEE ~!!
anyhow only uh.. i alrdy screw up those paper..
soo, wth laa.. maybe i shade the otas sheet and make a flower..
hmm.. lets juz wait n see.. (:
ouh2, tmr gg buke out with peeps..
erm, lets see.. 1 2 3 4 5 7 8 9 etc..
soo many ppl gg sia..
members alrdy gt abt 12 of us..
plus their chicks.. erm put at 18 ppl liao..
then gt 1 more grp of chicks wanna join in, i thk..
30?.. k laa, exxagerating abit..
tmr i count hw many ppl went n tell ya k?
its gonna b a blast..
gtg, meeting up with peeps fr terawikh real soon..
later all !!

join us?
juz fr me, princess ?
(:

dragon wars! rawr!

well, reporting time today at 11..
soo i slept after sahur this time around..
almost overslept.. lucky malek text me, waking me up..
soo, gt rdy n met up with malek..
took a slow walk to skuwl..
malek funny uh.. he tot we late..
coz he tot paper start at 11, actually it was at 11.30..
chilled at cnteen.. met rab n farhan..
then go outside lib thr..
talking2 a bit with rab..
last min, ask around fr circle formula..
lucky i ask.. circles came out siol..
amaths was damn diff lo..
bt still cn do uh..if i nvr pass..
imma go hit myself on the wall seyh..
i studied amaths like siao beb..
then chilled at outside lib with rab, malek n farhan..
played chess with farhan.. won him 2-0..
OWNAGE !
rabb won malek at checkers.. 2-0 also..
nw tts my amigo !!
did loads of stupid stuff with em..
they busted farhan, they put a chess set in farhan's bag..
then farhan brought it hm, nt knwing anythg..
laugh2.. then go walk2.. crapped..
5+, left fr hm.. passby 656..
gt peeps thr, so me n rabb join em..
malek went hm coz gotta help his mom with buke n all..
crap summore thr..
went bk at 6+, reached hm..
put down my thgs n all je, then buke alrdy..
didnt even have time to shower, nw i stink..
soo imma go take a bath real soon, after this post aites..?
gg fr terawikh later with peeps.. as promised..
soo, imma get myself rdy nw !!
later peeps !!

dragonslaying, damn, its tough..
bt girl, ur tougher..
*winks*

bunch of slackers

erm, i was an early bird today..
reach skuwl at 7..
rabb bubble, kata je nk datg siang..
lucky gt silly kecik to lyn me..
i mean liyana..
she soo funny, tot today start as per norm..
then come skuwl, saw me cn ask me this..
'eh asl niari sikit org uh ?'
juz like someone else i knw huh ?
ahmad came around 7.30..
we 3 crap like no business..
soo belo, she n her sound effects n stories n all..
ended up nt revising.. BOO !
soo, today had emaths p2 n chem paper..
maths was fine, bt cmpared to MYE..
this 1 twice as tough..
to me uh..
then chem.. dun wna talk bout it..
was tough man.. bt still..
bio still the worst paper i faced..
damn..
n i told mum im gonna make her proud..
haissh..
then i slack at outside lib thr..
with rab, ahmad, arwiz n a fren of arwiz..
then gt ash also..
slpy siol.. on mp3 n juz rest my eyes..
then 2+.. malek n farhan joined us..
lower sec finish skuwl..
erm.. damn noisy ?
crap2.. till 3+..
mr soong 'scold' me n rab..
coz we werent studyin ?
its our life dude, buzz off !!
yadaa2..
met epul in his cls..
lambat kape boi..
then go 656..
sori eh guys, fr making ya'll wait..
me n malek had thgs to do..
did loads of lameshitty stuff at 656..
vids laa, pics laa, calls laa, touching2 laa..
fun laa oi !
went bk 6+..
acmpany rab to bustop..
n me n ahmad went bk..
night later slack lo.. watch tv..
tmr paper start 11.30 ! =)
cn wake up late..
yessa !!
n rab, u better come on friday..
or else.. the vids comming on..
bye all !!

memories.

&& today, prelims continues.
damn.
maths p1 was kinda diff cmpared to MYE.
dunno if i cn score this time around.
overall, im still cnfident of an a1.
call me a maths genius if u wan. :P
then gt break.
wanted to revise.
bt muhsin irritated me.
cldnt conc n end up crapping with kailu,sin n sean.
lame shitty jokes.
man, i hate biol-ogy.
advise to sec2s, dun take pure bio.
take comb bio. its way2 easier.
i soo messed up my bio paper.
gt 1 qns. i thk hard2. like siao hard.
still cldnt squeeze any knowledge out.
end up writing this for the ans :
'to be honest cher, i dont know'
who knws. cher soo kind gimme 1 mark,
fr writing somethg soo courageous liddat.
then join the rest at outside lib thr.
i slept till rab finish his chem cls.
then we head to 656.
play pingpong!!
thx sharil,taufiq n suaidi fr lettin us play.
fun la seyh. bt members tk tau ikot rules uh.
actually they dunno rules pn.
esp si malek tu. =P
reminds me of the days before MYE.
we play pingpong day in day out siol last time.
shawn, grand master shifu. =)
then bangla come. use the spray thgy to clean rc.
soo me zack n epul chilled at the opp blk.
talk abt this fridays outing.
n flashbacks of us when we 1st entered sec sch life.
i still remember siol.
last time, me n ahmad always fight.
last time still havent mature mah.
nw we're like best frens, btl tk ?
n to thk, im leaving sec sch life in a matter of mths.
2mths ?.. haissh.. hw time flies..
so imma only look on the positive side..
puttin aside all my troubles..
n cherishing every moment left in sec sch..
peeps are gonna b missed.
chers are gonna b missed.
i dun wanna go. =(
bt staying back isnt an option.
wish time cn slow down for me.
kenangans..

nw bk to mugging.
tmr gt chem n maths p2.
wish me luk peeps.
later all !!

game on ?

soo, yest..
apparently i skip tuition again.
juz cnt wake up uh.
sorry tuition mates.
aftnn, went to 656.
at adm 'esplanade',
gt opening ceremony.
erm, some youth centre.
i thk bside skuwl thr uh.
we went over to watch.
max join us halway thru.
regconise some of our skuwl junior.
bt nvr tegor, dunno their names. =P
baloons are loved ?
left thr at abt 5.
went over to nenek's place fr buke.
fam went hm while i stayed over.
stayed up all night with uncle.
watch tv all the way till sahur.
then slept till 2+.
damn sian lo, hp batt flat, mp3 batt flat.
then my aunt cameby.
i help my nenek n aunt cook.
then cuzzies n all came around 5+.
finally, miggle around with em.
teach lil cuzzy hw to solve rubik's cube.
next thg i knw, time fr buke !!
damn, i love wad i cook'd. =)
had fun with cuzzies till 8+.
head bk hm early.
ahh !! tmr gt skuwl. lazy.
summore gt exam.
stupid prelims.
esp biol-ogy.
urgh !
k, nw to step up my game !
rawr !
time to make momma real proud of me !
erm, surprise2 yest ?
soo, am i still in the game.
or did i lose alrdy ?
stop makin me thk soo hard will ya ?
later dudes, my bed's calling out fr me !!
zZzzZz

as we await.

man, had a blast today.
soo, todays friday.
sept hols finishing liao.
a week blessed with fun times with my frens.
juz the way i like it. =)
went fr friday prayers.
kinda messed up with the meeting time.
soo me, rab, sham, n malek went 1st.
ran into epul, ahmad n arwis in the bus.
reach sembawang bustop thr.
3 buses pass b4 kobes finally show up.
damn boy, u sure take ur time didnt u.
crap2 all the way to masjid.
we were like juz on time when we gt thr.
then aft prayers, we slack around.
wait till time.. time to get our free bubur!!
erm, i mean porridge.
did loads of stupid stuff.
mann, u bitches are loved.
bt i aint gay.
4+, solat asar.
then we go take our long awaited bubur.
off we were to 656.
did somemore lameshits.
sampai 1 makcik scold us.
didnt stay long at 656.
an hour or soo, then we went bk.
by then, the bubr nt hot liao.
sob2.
reach hm, help my maid get rdy the food n all.
next thg i knw, time fr buke !!
felt rather hungry today.
muz b frm all the laugther n fun.
rush over to rab's place.
paiseh uh rab, fr being late.
go meet up with the rest at 656.
go terawikh at the opp blk.
aft terawikh, chill at 656 fr awhile b4 heading hm.
damn, me n epul kena accident.
my bike like jinx siol.
everytime i bring it out.
it wld at least make someone fall.
time to buy a new bike !!
n rab.
dun sad2.
u gt me, n the rest of the bitches.
we 3 amigos stick togather.
&& did i mention.
my tennis game in hp is like the latest hit game amongst us.
juz cant seem to get enuf of it.
btl tk kobes ?
ouh, today's grp date postponed to next friday.
i didnt have a date to start with. hehs.
&& tmr adyla cming down to 656.
i dun wan go uh tmr.
dun wan see adi's face. :P
better slp early.
tmr morning gt tuition.
later overslept again.
tuition mates are missin me alrdy.
idk y, bt i cnt seem to get u out of my system.

later dudes!!

a day of the kampung boys.

well, spend my day out till buka.
woke up, bathe n all.
bt nvr eat laa, fasting mah.
then go tailor.
bored some random tees.
then went to 656.
join the 4na.
they finish their last paper today.
i mean for n lvl 1st phase.
still gt 2nd phase.
soo, still need study hard.
game with mr razif postpone to next week.
damn, was looking forward to tt.
had a blast at 656 wif em.
too bad rab aint around.
wld b more wild with him around.
g geylang ngn mak kape boi.
kobes was engross with my tennis game in my hp.
then after kobes left, epul's turn.
he oso was stuck playing it.
epul pinch zack's nipple.
until his face turn red siol.
fun-neh.
then epul had a scene with danial.
fight3 !!
very the cartoonic they all.
then they we al took our phones
n recorded kobes play tennis in my hp
frm diff angles.
finish recording, we watch all togather at once.
u shd have seen the vids.
damn gelak siol.
his facial expression n all.
hilarious i tell ya.
then i go epul hse.
he changed up.
then over to my hse.
i changed up.
then we jogged to rab's hse.
plan on jogging togather.
skali rab leg rabak, cnt run.
then we go walk2.
halfway, rained.
we chilled at a bustop.
by then we were at the sports skuwl thr.
crapped, gossip, let our troubles out.
then we go climb the hill.
wee~!!
walk2 summore.
chill at the playground by rab's hse.
go teman rab buy food.
then i jog hm frm vista thr.
took long cut.
reach hm juz in time fr buka.
was still panting when i eat.
lols.
ouh well.
so jyeah, tts my day.
hws urs..?

damn girl.
i need to knw.
am i juz making a fool out of myself.
or issit a 2-way thg.
u gt me wondering real deep.
i juz dunno wad to do girl.

wad style. hmm.

soo, i studied physics after sahur.
i was gg thru some notes when i remembered somethg.
u knw, mr jeremy see taught me since i was in sec3.
well, he always call on me to ans qns coz i was always slping in cls.
well, tt was last year. so this year i changed my habit.
i no longer slp in cls. well i try nt to uh.
soo, i wasnt call on tt much.
then when aft the june hols this year.
it seems tt he forgot my name.
well he gt the front part of my name correct.
the 'sya' part was always thr.
juz the ending of my name always varies.
e.g. of names he wld call me : 'syaril' ,'syafi'
bt most of the time he wld call me : 'syahid'
my clsmates shd knw this.
n the weird thg is tt i keep responding to him,
even though he gt my name wrong.
lols. mr see is 1 teacher i soo nt gonna forget. =)
then aft, i went to bed.
soo, i guess the 4N's are having their SS paper later.
gd luk guys. do ur bez.
hmm. i wonder wad imma gonna do today.
the 4N's have LC in the afternoon.
tt leaves me n rab only free today. damn.
ouh yea, reminds me.
imma go cut my hair.
bt aint sure wad style to cut uh.
i like wanna go botak.
any suggestions..?
hmm..

addiction

erm. went to 656 juz nw.
only gt me, zack, bitch n epul.
so its settled.
we're gonna break fast togather this friday.
n we gotta bring a date fr tt day.
damn. any1 free? wanna b my date?
n damn, nt to forget.
my dear bitch kena accident.
me, zack n epul was chasing bitch while he was on the bike.
he kinda slipn fell off.
ouch! u shd see those cuts on his toes.
damn deep siol.
looks like rab aint riding a bike anytime soo. phobia.
soo, it rained omw bk hm.
damn cold lo. brr!!
ate homemade pizza when break fast.
credits to lil sis. =)
then nw im addicted to a pokemon game.
y must lil bro introduce me such a game.
lol. childhood memories.
n whys everyone falling ill nowadays.
damn.
later peeps!!
imma b a gd boi n study real hard mom, as promised.

another slpless night.

man, i cnt seem to go to slp all night long.
its like i slp for 1-2 hrs. then wake up.
juz stare blankly into the ceiling.
listen to mp3. then ter-sleep.
wads wrong with me!! grr!!
nw cnt slp. bt my eyes like very heavy.
wth. i will juz go n study.
bet imma fall aslp on my books.
soo, today no plan.
the 4na are currently having their N lvl.
all the best dudes. n makciks.
make me proud. =)
mayb later follow rab go out with 'frens'.
bt body still aches.
wheres my massage u promised.
hmm.. nw imma go study n hopefully fall aslp.
n fr the record.
u gt me thking real deep this time.
no wonder i cnt slp.
damn.

muscle aches!! grr!!

saturday:
woke up at 12.
went out to join the rest n study at 656.
played in the rain along the way.
apparently we had probs thr.
jealousy was in the air.
dun worry dude, i gt my own eyecandy.
she yours. =)

sunday:
went to play soccer.
wee~!!
dad scolded me b4 i left.
spoiler!! grr!!
he say i go out always nvr ask permission.
he say he scared i hanyut. -_-"
as if i w;d ever turn tt way like tt.
met kobes n zack under my blk.
went to tekong.
thought we were late.
the rest lagi worst.
plan on starting at 7.30.
ended up starting at 8.15.
baik kaper..
apparently the girls didnt show up.
adyla dun wan come collect ur prezzies issit ?
after game. clean up n off to kfc for lunch.
kecoh perr.so many of us. =)
some went bk, while the rest went to 656.
practically everyone fell aslp at 656.
i thk i slept the most.
then2, halfway gt grammy awards.
apparently i gt the most irritating n most flexible award.
hmm.. 2nd round of napping.
then liyana came.
mann.. her perfume woke every sgl 1 of us up.
wangi la seyh. then 1 by 1 went hm.
my bicycle work hard siol.
send everyone hm.
well except fr 2 ppl.
kobes n zack.
we 3 live near by uh.
so we went bk togather n since my bike cnt take 3 ppl.
slwly on the bike while the other 2 walk.
gt hm. bathe n slp.
slept all the way. woke up at 3.
guess too much slp liao.
though my body ache all over.
listen to mp3 until time fr saur.

today:
aft saur.
on comp.
surf net.
went blog hopping n all.
till sian. gt nth more to do.
slp till 1. played gameboy awhile.
remind me of my prim skuwl days.
of hw i love to play pokemon.
n i still do. =)
pokemon is my drug ?
lols.
went out 3+
at 656. concentrsted fr like half an hour only.
then my body started aching again.
must b due to improper strecthing yest.
ended up psp-ing n crapping with peeps.
rab sad case seyh. 1st day of puase.
he muz break fast all alone.
i ajak he go my hse, he say dun wan.
shy konon. padahal my mom came bk late.
n my dad is still working.
soo it was juz me, my lil bro, my lil sis n maid.

tts wad i did lately.
n damn. my body still aches.
someone massage me pls.
soo, any1 wanna break fast out with me ?
hmm.

tata peeps !!