a lonely september..

soo, jyeah..
bailed on sch again today..
soo weird.. like mum knew i dun wan go sch like tt..
she yest nite asked me this:
'soo, tmr nt gg sch again rite..?'
i gave the 'huh' face..
then she added this:
'leceh uh angah nie, now mst write 2 letters..'
i laughed n went into my rm..
idk uh, i jst feel tt i cn cover more by studying at hm..
the only subjects tt make me wan to go sch wld be ss..
cse.. u cnt study ss on ur own.. u need sum1 to teach u the skills..
other than tt subject, i thk i cn mana ge all my other subject..
except for bio.. will get to tt later..
soo i studied geog, covered natural vegetation, n a lil bit on food..
gonna work on it tmr i guess..
then aft 3 hrs of geog, took a break..
watched a movie.. 'crossover'
its abt this basketball dude, whose super talented..
but he changed.. n became a doctor instead..
its nice.. nt too shitty nt tt great too..
a gd show which teaches u some values no textbk is gna teach u..
tehn.. beep my peeps up.. apparently, epul didnt go to sch too..
met up wif him.. studied a lil bit of chem.. till malek came..
its been awhile since i talk to him.. i mean..
we only like talk casually most of the time..
he use to b the 1 who i confides in.. well, i guess he's been too bz..
soo, i had 'the' talk with him.. thx 4 the listening ear malek..
soo, i've decided.. imma drop bio.. hw the heck am i gna tell my parents..
will thk bout tt later.. then malek go hm.. the 4na's come..
chilled a lil while.. then max came with poker..
its been aahile since i played.. play2 till 6+..
rabb went off to meet up with best n frens..
went to 888 with the gang..
n said our gdbyes thr..
reach hm in time to break fast..

been feeling real blue this few days..
or shd i say, green instead..?
idk laa, i jst cant get u outta my system..
every text received, i hoped it was u..
but i guess its changed.. idk..
u make it feel soo right,yet at the same time, making it feel all soo wrong..
im losing my glow as the brightest star i guess..

gtg peeps, gt a mini-party wif my dudes..
this is y i love my dudes.. hehs..

Im sorry girl, lets mature up n talk it over. pls.