no more toys fr me.

monday:
went to sch early to revise..
went in fr chem paper feeling kinda confident..
went out damn dissapointed..
didnt even manage to cmplete the ppr..
met up with rab n 1st thg we said..
'damn, we nid to work hard fr physics..'
nt those exact words.. bt somethg like tt uh..
bump into ahmad, sham n dan outside sch..
they all go mkn, i jst watch..
aft tt, chilled at 622 till 6+..
they played somethg real cool..
the 3 of em took turn playing a chord each..
soo funneh hw they play..
heh..
went bk, studied a lil bit of geog..
bt thgs jst dun wan to go in my brain..
decided to slp early..
bt kept waking up at night..
dnt ask.. nightmare or somethg i guess..
jst nt my night..

today:
woke up early..
someone forced me to wake up n send her to sch..
hehe.. had to dragged myself out of bed..
sent her, went bk.. wanted to go eat..
bt fell aslp.. 11+ woke up..
watch a lil bit of anime..
left hse at 12+..
met up with rab at cnteen..
revise2.. time fr eng p1..
i write so happy2..
then when i read my compo..
like crappy2..
no time to re-write summre..
shitstuff..
at 5, eng p2..
by then i tired liao..
did my ppr half awake..
it ws a late aftnn ppr laa dammit..
went hm straight wif malek,farhan n rab..
bath n ate.. watch some anime..
n here i am posting..

idk uh, been very moody this few days..
at 1 moment, i cn b soo cheerful n all..
next thg ii knw.. i cn b like emo-shit-like kind of mood..
till i snapped at 1 time..
guess his still mad at me..
since he nvr said a word to me eversince saturday..
btw, i heard ur finally with her..
congrats dude.. all the best with her..
n happy 6mths ahmad n syadaa..
wonder when issit my turn to get attached..
ouh well.. aft all..
im jst a toy which is only played with once in awhile..

tmr a. maths p1..
die2 mst score..